My head is swimming. It has been a trying day. I will probably wait until tomorrow to talk about it. I have had the energy sucked out of me, plus he is still awake; hanging out with friend. I don’t do well with people “all up in my business” when I’m trying to write.
My head is all jumbled. I’m screaming inside. I have to put on a smile so I don’t show how much is going on that you don’t see. Explaining does no good. I just sound crazy to you.
I really would like to turn this around. I’d like pull my strength back through my darkness. What road do I take to make it happen?