Now that I have a computer, I don’t sit on it all day long like I used to back when I was fifteen.
P has been using every excuse in the book to try and spend time with me. I just wish he would focus on bettering himself instead of trying to make sure I don’t “forget” about him.
I’m going to get my license renewed tomorrow and then my social security card replaced after that. Then hopefully I will be able to start working. Those are the only two obstacles in my way at the moment.
I miss J. Like damn do I miss him. I stop myself from sending him messages all day because I don’t want to be that crazy bitch. It’s hard knowing how strong a connection is but trying to do the right thing and give space and time that you know is needed.
I just hope I find a job soon so I don’t have to sit here with my thoughts.
I counted it up and there are currently 11 guys trying to hit on me. No. Just no.