I have made an announcement that I will be deactivating my Facebook. I think logging off for a while will do my head (and my heart) some good. I’m hoping this will give P ample time to get his priorities in order. Realign his focus from me to himself. That way we can actually try to be friends without his lingering sadness over a relationship that is no more.
Plus, the numbers of guys trying to get me to agree to “go out” with them – or, a better way to say it, hang out and fuck while I’m sad and vulnerable- has gone through the roof and increases with every passing day. It’s sickening. It’s disrespectful. I am okay with not having to wake up to crude messages every day.
Time to focus on my writing, my planning, my “momming”, and getting hired.