To be more positive. I’ve got a job & a car. Everything else will fall into place.
Trying not to push J away. I miss him so. I think I’m gonna give him until the day I met him a year ago to make up his mind. Then I have to let go, for my sake. All I know is if I can’t have him then I don’t want anybody. Not for a while.
I had a good, long day at work. The owner really likes me. Told my manager to give me more hours. So it looks like I won’t be part time for much longer!
So ready for a steady paycheck.
I was going to write out some memories of my mom today. She’s been on my mind quite a bit. I’m just too tired to really dive in to that tonight.